what are the secrets in my closet?

I have had people ask me what this blog is all about.  It doesn't seem to make sense.  There are bits of letters, that are obviously out of order.  There are random thoughts about myself and random writings and indulgences about nothing.

This blog is about two things;  one:  I write what comes to me when I am having a thought.  Whether it be venting, observational or something I deeply want to share.  Two:  it's the greatest love story ever written.  The letters are those that I wrote in my mind based on the loves and the lovers I have had in my life.  None of them break any privacy or confidentiality.  They are recollections in my mind of moments, conversations and tender moments that reflect all the great experiences I have had in my life.  Why am I writing them now?  It is definitely self indulgent.  You see, I am getting married.  Do you think my future husband wants me to recount these moments to him?  Probably not.  But as I grow older...I want to remember that I have a young and wild life once.  I want to remember all of the loves, the hurts, the surprises and tender moments that brought me to where I am, and how I learned how to find the one I wanted to spend the rest of my life with.  Letters from my heart and memories.

My indulgences.  Don't read them if you don't want to because you don't have to.  But you can share the secrets in my closet.

a cigar and tequila

tonight I sit in my living room
Ray LaMontagne plays in the background
gritty and sexy
the smoke flows upward in long skinny wisps

tonight
Patron is my best friend
He will help me forget