About Me

In the quiet moments at the end of the day, when so much fills your mind and emotions overload your heart, this is the space where I free those thoughts and let them take over These are the thoughts of love and life, joys and frustrations, things I've learned, and my life's failures. In black and white.

Monday, May 19, 2008

in my next 6 years

I am an insomniac. Sometimes days, weeks, and months will go by without a decent night of sleep. If you stay up long enough, you will start to hallucinate. To fill the time, I find myself wandering the house, taking the dog out for a walk at ungodly hours, cleaning the toilet, baking muffins. I think my neighbours appreciate my bouts with insomnia, as they get a batch of freshly baked morning glories....

My mind does tend to drift during these periods. I also have those, "I must inventory my life" moments. I thought instead of listing in numerical order all of the things that I regret having done, I thought I would run through a list of the top 10 things I'd like to accomplish before I turn 40. Seeing as I am running out of time...I should get to it quickly. Luckily for me, sleep is something I can give up in order to get one step closer to the finish line!

1. climb Kilimanjaro, or at least stand at it's base and take a picture
2. run a marathon (I know everybody says that, but I really mean it)
3. camp at the bottom of the Grand Canyon
4. jump out of a plane (with a parachute, versus because it's on fire)
5. have a weekend in Vegas where what happens in Vegas, stays in Vegas
6. learn to make a great paella
7. write a great song with my friend Paul
8. spend a whole day in bed with the one I love
9. scuba dive in the Red Sea
10. go back to the county and city in which I was born, and get reacquainted

I have 5 and a half years to finish up my top 10 list. I don't think these things are unachievable. In fact, let me get up from my computer and get started on number six right now...

1 comment:

Jay said...

You know, you could smush a few of these together and kill a few birds with one stone.

11. Kill a few birds with one stone.