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In the quiet moments at the end of the day, when so much fills your mind and emotions overload your heart, this is the space where I free those thoughts and let them take over These are the thoughts of love and life, joys and frustrations, things I've learned, and my life's failures. In black and white.

Wednesday, May 2, 2012

Dearest k

Dearest k,

for some reason that doesn't sound so strange anymore.  Maybe it's because lately I've come to know just how dear you are to me.  I really don't know what to say now.  I'm kinda tired, and a bit strung out at the moment.  I don't know what to do anymore.  I'm sure of one thing though;  I'm not going to stop loving you no matter what anyone says.  I've never let anyone else make my decisions for me, and I'll be damned if I'm going to let anyone tell me to walk away from the best thing that has ever happened to me, especially him.  I'm not sure what else I want to say, and chances are, if I did know, I'd rather say it in person.  Actually, if I was there with you, I'd just sit there and hold you.  So what else is new...

I don't have the words but right now the feelings that I am holding in my heart are enough to make it burst (and there's saxophone music playing in the background of my head...ha ha ha).

Remember one thing;  no matter how this turns out, no matter what happens, remember that I love you.  No matter where we are or who we're with, I love you.

always,
J

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