Dearest k,
thank you for letting me spend these last two days with you. I really enjoyed our time. I wish we could have just sat and held onto each other without ever stopping. When I am around you, I feel a compelling desire to never let you go. It's your fault. I don't get this way with anyone else. Maybe it's just my little way of hanging onto you. If I don't ever let go, I don't ever have to let go. Understand? Good.
Whenever I think about you, I start to weaken. Do you know how beautiful you are? Not just your outward appearance, but you're so beautiful inside too. I always thought that I could fall in love with someone, even if they weren't stunningly beautiful, as long as everything else was there. But with you, I got everything.
I can understand why so many people want to be there by your side. I don't like it, but I can definitely understand it. If I wasn't with you, I'd be wanting to be. I just can't believe how lucky I am to have you. What is it? Why am I chosen over all the other guys? Why am I the lucky one? I know you've already answered that, but I like hearing it. I am glad that you did pick me.
I can't believe how important you've become to me. I can't believe how much I've grown to love you. I love you more than anything in the world. You said it scares you how "fond" of me you've become. Well, I almost don't want you to know how much I love you, for fear of scaring you away. I don't want to scare you, but I've got a pretty serious case of it. The reason I keep thinking about the future with you is that somewhere in the back of my mind I want it to happen. What scares me is that it's not that far back in my mind. I don't know what you've done to me, but I'm fairly irrevocably smitten by your charming ways, and I hope you don't stop.
I love you k, I don't know if I've ever been able to say that as truthfully as when I say it to you.
Love J
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