Dearest k

Dearest k,

thank you for letting me spend these last two days with you.  I really enjoyed our time.  I wish we could have just sat and held onto each other without ever stopping.  When I am around you, I feel a compelling desire to never let you go.  It's your fault.  I don't get this way with anyone else.  Maybe it's just my little way of hanging onto you.  If I don't ever let go, I don't ever have to let go.  Understand?  Good. 

Whenever I think about you, I start to weaken.  Do you know how beautiful you are?  Not just your outward appearance, but you're so beautiful inside too.  I always thought that I could fall in love with someone, even if they weren't stunningly beautiful, as long as everything else was there.  But with you, I got everything. 

I can understand why so many people want to be there by your side.  I don't like it, but I can definitely understand it.  If I wasn't with you, I'd be wanting to be.  I just can't believe how lucky I am to have you.  What is it?  Why am I chosen over all the other guys?  Why am I the lucky one?  I know you've already answered that, but I like hearing it.  I am glad that you did pick me. 

I can't believe how important you've become to me.  I can't believe how much I've grown to love you.  I love you more than anything in the world.  You said it scares you how "fond" of me you've become.  Well, I almost don't want you to know how much I love you, for fear of scaring you away.  I don't want to scare you, but I've got a pretty serious case of it.  The reason I keep thinking about the future with you is that somewhere in the back of my mind I want it to happen.  What scares me is that it's not that far back in my mind.  I don't know what you've done to me, but I'm fairly irrevocably smitten by your charming ways, and I hope you don't stop. 

I love you k, I don't know if I've ever been able to say that as truthfully as when I say it to you.

Love J