I started 2010 surrounded by my sister, her husband, my fiance and my beautiful 3 year old and 8 week old nephews in New York City. It was fun and festive and lovely. I could not have imagined a better start to the year.
2009 was not at all what I thought it would be. It was marred by sad events, deaths of people I loved, endings of relationships, realizations about people who I thought would be at my side forever. All of which are lessons that I will keep close to me and learn from in order not to repeat them. If I sit in bitterness and not learn anything, that would just be time wasted that I will never get back.
As 2010 brings new beginnings, life changing events, I will keep challenging myself to be better. I will keep challenging myself to be loving, considerate and empathetic. I will keep challenging myself to push and heal physically so that I can return or at least get closer to normal functioning. I will keep challenging myself to be the friend that I would want to have, the sister, the daughter, the granddaughter and the future wife that I know everyone would want to have. I will be true to myself and live my life without any shame, regret or sadness. Each day will hold a new adventure and I will look forward to them with a smile on my face.
2010. I am already in love with you.
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